:'(

well, today I'm really down for stupid things and this is not fair because I'm really feel horrible, I don't know what to do about this feeling and about this problem, I don't want see him anymore and all the things that have relation with he. This weekend I went to Alvarado with my family to visit my grandmother because she was sick, but now she's good. later I went to visit my friends to go to the 'zocalo' and we bought 'agua de horchata' and 'chicharron', later we went to the 'muro' and over there was a friend and he told me if I would go to dinner with him that night and I said him that I couldn't because I had to go to dinner with my family from Michoacan,because my family cames from there. Next day in the morning I watched tv for a time, later I had my breakfast with my sister and when we finished to eat, we played basketball and soccer with my sister's friends and of course my team won because my sister and I are a good players. In the afternoon I was really donw like always because I miss a person every day of every week. I really want to forget that person and for not pass a really bad night, my friend and I went to 'antriques', a fantastic night club, but we didn't enter because friend's father didn't want that my friend entered to the disco, so we stayed outside to the 'antriques' for a really long time and I saw a guy that really like me, well I saw 3 guys handsomes :) and fot that I love go to Alvarado. This weekend I felt so bad but I spend good moments for a short time ...